tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post1440773725123413926..comments2024-03-06T14:38:23.226-08:00Comments on And then she recovered.......: The Boy bites backRuby Tuesdayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-78535364995049437822015-04-29T08:30:14.969-07:002015-04-29T08:30:14.969-07:00I know I said this on the other post, but I am ver...I know I said this on the other post, but I am very glad that you decided not to text him back. Just imagine the shit storm that would cause in your life, and you don't need that. You're happy (your words) and sober and you don't want to go back to that lifestyle. You're doing awesome and I would hate to see that all go up in smoke because of a boy that is no good for you. Stay strong dear.<br />XOXOKatie Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04593566837532308985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-3927699215118636092015-04-28T03:57:13.298-07:002015-04-28T03:57:13.298-07:00Thanks Bella
You know me well
I guess it was only ...Thanks Bella<br />You know me well<br />I guess it was only a matter of time before this happened<br />At least now I am more prepared to say no<br />Or ignore the call at least<br /><br />I just have too much to lose now<br />So I will keep going<br />Now if only I could block his number.....<br /><br />Love you too xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-52871289147775166522015-04-28T03:07:24.045-07:002015-04-28T03:07:24.045-07:00There is no reason Tempest
I don't know why it...There is no reason Tempest<br />I don't know why it's so hard xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-48291242110112995472015-04-28T03:06:52.924-07:002015-04-28T03:06:52.924-07:00Good advice shelby
And I am trying to stay busy an...Good advice shelby<br />And I am trying to stay busy and get in lots of meetings<br />I need all the help I can get right now xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-44881833223826611402015-04-28T03:05:50.951-07:002015-04-28T03:05:50.951-07:00Thanks Hydra
And good to hear from you
Hope you...Thanks Hydra<br />And good to hear from you<br />Hope you're well xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-72456836525632326542015-04-27T22:19:59.899-07:002015-04-27T22:19:59.899-07:00I was wondering how long he'd stay quiet for.....I was wondering how long he'd stay quiet for... I'm really proud of you for not answering. Like, <i>really</i> proud. <br /><br />I think the best thing you can do is to ignore him. Like Tempest said, block his number. Your old life doesn't have to catch up with you. The Boy is the only part that has partially. The rest you can still keep at bay. <br /><br />I know there's still a challenge ahead, but I'm hoping you can find the strength to make it through. Feel free to drop me an email if you get tempted to text him, okay?<br /><br />Love you Ruby. Keep hanging in there <3 xxxxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-52616306735604299992015-04-27T21:51:14.886-07:002015-04-27T21:51:14.886-07:00Is there a reason you can't block his number? ...Is there a reason you can't block his number? Spare yourself the heartache.Tempesthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17231346516896123249noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-20503955264588837522015-04-27T19:55:50.247-07:002015-04-27T19:55:50.247-07:00I echo the thoughts of the previous commenters, wh...I echo the thoughts of the previous commenters, who have so eloquently stated what I was thinking. This was definitely a test of willpower, which you have passed. Continue to be strong, seeking encouragement and assistance from those who love you while distancing yourself from those who would do you harm. Take care.Hydranoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-42053207711460795122015-04-27T15:30:06.770-07:002015-04-27T15:30:06.770-07:00Yeah that makes sense. It's a difficult situat...Yeah that makes sense. It's a difficult situation but it sounds like you are really trying so don't forget to stop and be proud of yourself for making good choices towards recovery. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-70340433302855906682015-04-27T13:48:11.908-07:002015-04-27T13:48:11.908-07:00My sister actually read my blog
So she knows
And i...My sister actually read my blog<br />So she knows<br />And is doing my head in about it<br />Yea the main reason is that I don't want to worry them<br />Maybe that's not the right thing to do<br />But it's the only way I can deal with this<br />You know? XRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-13549903970181417282015-04-27T13:46:25.642-07:002015-04-27T13:46:25.642-07:00Thanks Lola
Yes it seems that sometimes these thi...Thanks Lola <br />Yes it seems that sometimes these things are sent to test us<br />And I am doing my best to pass the test<br />I think before I relapsed <br />I had no resistance to the drug<br />But now I do<br />And I feel much stronger xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-79795423233038703002015-04-27T10:15:24.582-07:002015-04-27T10:15:24.582-07:00Well done for not answering/ not responding- that ...Well done for not answering/ not responding- that must have taken a lot of strength. I hope once the anxiety died down you patted yourself on the bag for your progress. Can I ask why you don't want to tell your mum/sister? I can understand if you don't want to worry them but maybe this is a nice opportunity to show them that you are making good decisions? Great that you can talk to Breda. Well done again for being so strong. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-28180707765892094732015-04-27T08:04:28.763-07:002015-04-27T08:04:28.763-07:00The ghosts of our pasts really do show up when we&...The ghosts of our pasts really do show up when we're doing so great.<br />I feel like this incident is the universe presenting you with your past,<br />and it's trying to see how you will react.<br />I think you've reacted in the best way possible, Ruby.<br />You're very strong and you know you have come such a long, long way...<br />and you know there is more in store for your life than resorting back to dangerous habits with dangerous people who probably don't have the best intentions for you.<br /><br />Take care, darling. Don't be hard on yourself about this.<br />Remember how strong you are and how far you've come, xLola Dayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17461357711735315902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-8209979258070796082015-04-27T03:18:23.002-07:002015-04-27T03:18:23.002-07:00Aw thank you Mandy for your kind words
And for you...Aw thank you Mandy for your kind words<br />And for your continued support<br />It means more than you know<br /><br />It wasn't even an option to answer that call<br />I know I can't go back there<br />I have to much to lose now<br />I've fought hard to get clean and sober<br />And I really don't want to throw that away<br /><br />Anxiety is a funny thing<br />I wish I could be anxiety free<br />As it makes life so difficult<br /><br />Take care my dear friend xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-35253528987920057232015-04-27T01:36:55.971-07:002015-04-27T01:36:55.971-07:00Oh my god Ruby I am so freaking proud of you you h...Oh my god Ruby I am so freaking proud of you you have no idea *-* <3<br />You didn't pick up, you didn't answer, you're going to talk about it to a professional omg I just *HUGS*<br />You are awesome. <br />These are the little battles that PROVE you are fighting, and what's more, willing to fight. You are so strong dear Ruby. <br /><br />I know exactly what you mean about getting a physical reaction from a phone call.<br />I used to get it with every phone call - but my phobia (or whatever you want to call it) of calls is something I'm working hard at. Now it only happens when I get a call from someone I'm in an argument with, or if the call is unexpected. <br />My heartbeat thumps so hard and loud that Joe (my boyfriend) got really worried when my summer employer called me out of the blue and I told him to feel my heart. <br />It's horrible that fucking anxiety. <br /><br />You are creating new circles and breaking out of the toxic ones. The minute you poke you'r head in to the old circles, you are back in that world, but you know that there is another focus on life, another section of the world that is so much better. The world is so much bigger than what we make it, and I think you see that now. <br />I'm so proud of you darling.<br />Take care of yourself <br />Mandy xx <br />Mandy Devoiddehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13419056603232864120noreply@blogger.com