tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post1909415001870207333..comments2024-03-06T14:38:23.226-08:00Comments on And then she recovered.......: WeightRuby Tuesdayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-39495896695226101582014-05-25T11:54:51.506-07:002014-05-25T11:54:51.506-07:00Thank you so much for replying Ruby. I feel like ...Thank you so much for replying Ruby. I feel like I'm going out of my mind. My anorexia is so strong, but (probably) these stupid pills are making me fat and I can't deal with it, it's making me so suicidal. I've only been on it about a month and my weight is just sky rocketing, and that is so triggering. I don't know what to do I just cry all the time cry and cry but I never ever cry so it's making me terrified with all the crying and wishing I was dead. I don't know how much longer I can hold on for. XAngharad https://www.blogger.com/profile/03276065419684298280noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-479150819216473352014-05-25T11:50:31.515-07:002014-05-25T11:50:31.515-07:00I hope you see this reply Angharad
I was first put...I hope you see this reply Angharad<br />I was first put on olanzapine a few year ago and yes my weight did increase as a result of that<br />Olanzapine is known to increase appetite in some people<br />But I must have got immune to it or used to it because I am still on it and on quite a high dose and it doesn't effect my weight anymore<br /><br />How long are you on it?<br />Do you find it is effecting your weight?<br />I wouldn't stop taking it before consulting your doctor<br />I've read about it and it seems to effect the part of your brain that tells you that you are full but of course they don't know for sure<br />Let me know if you see this reply<br /><br />Take care xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-36205338405514919332014-05-25T11:10:58.589-07:002014-05-25T11:10:58.589-07:00Wish I had the energy to properly comment but I ca...Wish I had the energy to properly comment but I can't. But something caught my eye about olanzapine - my dose has been increased as my weight has increased, is this a connection? What happened to you? Did you come off it? Can I ask to stop taking it?Angharad https://www.blogger.com/profile/03276065419684298280noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-23877186664788525712014-05-25T08:24:50.685-07:002014-05-25T08:24:50.685-07:00Yes, dancing is something that I really enjoy
I mu...Yes, dancing is something that I really enjoy<br />I must look for some classes to do<br />Now that my mood has improved I feel able to do a bit more xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-8390955072536956682014-05-25T08:15:36.054-07:002014-05-25T08:15:36.054-07:00I think it depends on what you want to do. Are you...I think it depends on what you want to do. Are you interested in lifting weights or running? You could do dancing since I remember you like it. Just go with what you love?Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14696430167877128240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-27021773950012505762014-05-25T07:17:02.919-07:002014-05-25T07:17:02.919-07:00Hello dear Anna,
Thanks you for this lovely comme...Hello dear Anna,<br /><br />Thanks you for this lovely comment, it truly made my day<br />I hope you see this reply<br />You said that you started a new blog<br />Can I have the address?<br />I'd love to catch up on all you've been up to<br /><br />You are such a good friend<br /><br />Love you lots xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-8022179918287247952014-05-25T07:15:04.187-07:002014-05-25T07:15:04.187-07:00Yes, I did have boobs once upon a time
I am about ...Yes, I did have boobs once upon a time<br />I am about 5,5 tall so yes about 115 would be perfect for me<br />I know you are really in to health and working out now<br />I would love to get started I just don't know where to start<br />And yes, I will learn to love my curves someday<br /><br />Love to you xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-8293657316290229422014-05-24T15:03:02.379-07:002014-05-24T15:03:02.379-07:00You had boobs in that picture! You looked so woman...You had boobs in that picture! You looked so womanly and I loved it! :) I could see you sitting between 115-120 pounds as a healthy number. Are you pretty short? I keep trying to figure out how tall you are. For me, being tall helps to distribute weight over a greater distance being a nice 5 foot 8. The ares I collect fat in would be my hips and butt but if it's a little bit then I get a nice, round booty so I tend not to complain. I have very few photos documenting my anorexia though, which I find strange since it was at least three solid years then on and off. Don't be afraid to embrace those curves lady! :)Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14696430167877128240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-16098301955261169202014-05-24T09:44:54.603-07:002014-05-24T09:44:54.603-07:00Thanks Vanessa and good to hear from you
Hope you ...Thanks Vanessa and good to hear from you<br />Hope you are doing ok<br /><br />Yes, contrary to what we think, I think men prefer women nice and curvy<br />I am trying to embrace my new body<br />It is taking a bit of getting used to<br /><br />Take care Vanessa xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-56073255443478075722014-05-24T09:43:38.533-07:002014-05-24T09:43:38.533-07:00Gosh that doesn't sound very good, gaining in ...Gosh that doesn't sound very good, gaining in such a short period of time<br />That must have been very difficult<br /><br />Yes I just didn't feel like myself at that weight<br />I didn't feel comfortable in my own skin<br /><br />Hope you're doing ok xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-57940080753872776242014-05-24T08:08:44.961-07:002014-05-24T08:08:44.961-07:00You are amazing! I love this photo montage. It ma...You are amazing! I love this photo montage. It makes me feel so beautiful with my new 140 lb body. I was always 112 lbs (not sure how many kilos) or a size 4. Then I started teaching aerobicsclasses and went to an unhealthy size 2 or 102 lbs. I went into the hospital because I had an emotional breakdown and the anorexic girl beside me looked JUST LIKE ME!! I knew I had to change. I love this new body. Men now comment on my curves not whoa…are you ever skinny hahaha. I am excited for this next section of your journey. Your mindset seems to be more open these days.Vanessa Higginshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06147840385968556263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-47568927544108038342014-05-24T08:06:05.183-07:002014-05-24T08:06:05.183-07:00You and I are roughly the same height and have sim...You and I are roughly the same height and have similar frames, and in 2007 I was forced into a treatment center that made me gain a LOT of weight (40lb) in 12 weeks time. My highest weight was also 135. I felt EXACTLY the way you described you felt. Awkward. Cumbersome. Not quite right. Uncomfortable. 135 doesn't sound that bad really but it did not sit well on me. That was traumatizing! I love your pic from when you were jumping in 2005!!! So cute!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06785330375052723998noreply@blogger.com