tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post5388847228866370404..comments2024-03-06T14:38:23.226-08:00Comments on And then she recovered.......: Life as we know itRuby Tuesdayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-42403023220756773982015-02-01T07:16:11.801-08:002015-02-01T07:16:11.801-08:00I think that as time goes with recovery, you begin...I think that as time goes with recovery, you begin to accept that ED is the demon, that's the first. and as time goes on, not only you discover small things about yourself, but you also will be okay with conquering little things. I am also in the process of challenging myself with little things. I never consider myself to having an anxiety problem, but honestly, I probably do because of the way that I act. and I recognize that now, but beforehand, I thought it didn't exist at all despite me having panic attacks multiple times a week. it is so strange for something to be so clear cut and for me not to recognize it because it used to be so much stronger.<br /><br />all I know is that it gets better as time goes on, not worse. and that's all you've got to hold on to some days, even on the days where you feel like it's not getting any better. because it is. big miracles take little amounts of time. all you can do is keep on challenging yourself. keep on doing things that scare you...until they're not scary. until they become second nature. that's all. <br /><br />after all, you know what's always on my mind? 'what's the worst that could happen?'<br /><br />-Sam LupinSam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-16954698118641513372015-01-31T15:02:35.324-08:002015-01-31T15:02:35.324-08:00You're definitely not the only one! I believe...You're definitely not the only one! I believe you when you say you're scared, but it doesn't sound like you're stuck - you're moving in the right direction. Keep going and the rest will come. x Nhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04838736579078765642noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-43861811307377982152015-01-31T09:46:39.044-08:002015-01-31T09:46:39.044-08:00Sweetheart you are not the only one.surely not her...Sweetheart you are not the only one.surely not here in your lovely community,neitner out there.everyone who hasa heart and is human feels like this. But no matter how many people tell you how great you are and how much you have already achieved it will never be enough until you are able to see it yourself WITHOUT anybody telling you so. But of course we will all keep on telling youhun, regardless!!! Lillyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03410150853160353877noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-75834379344159967482015-01-31T05:37:52.958-08:002015-01-31T05:37:52.958-08:00I know exactly what it's like. Everything outs...I know exactly what it's like. Everything outside my small apartment is too big, too much for me. I wish I were normal, that I had a job and a life. Maybe I will someday, but not right now. If I try to force it, I fail. <br /><br />Even if you're not *there* yet, you have come so far, remember that.cursum perficiohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02351518808160464146noreply@blogger.com