tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post6788547115614445860..comments2024-03-06T14:38:23.226-08:00Comments on And then she recovered.......: Night out!Ruby Tuesdayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-39236689507359062912016-01-24T12:08:41.700-08:002016-01-24T12:08:41.700-08:00Thanks Jils
You are kind
With such a good heart
...Thanks Jils <br />You are kind <br />With such a good heart<br />I bet there's not a bad bone in your body<br /><br />No I didn't get your email <br />But I just emailed you<br />Not sure why your mails are not coming through.....xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-30437220590934615122016-01-24T12:07:12.466-08:002016-01-24T12:07:12.466-08:00That's it Mich
I don't like myself very mu...That's it Mich<br />I don't like myself very much <br />So it's hard to believe anyone else does<br /><br />You are adorable <br />And am glad to call you a friend xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-49516441872480206862016-01-24T07:58:25.911-08:002016-01-24T07:58:25.911-08:00'…& everyone just wishes I would go away. ...'…& everyone just wishes I would go away. :/ '<br /><br />0, Preach to the Choir, Mich-!<br />I feel that way about my closest friends!! : (<br /><br />Rubly, keep hanging in there, & 'good on ya' for actually telling Sissy what was wrong rather than burying it-!! ; ) Also a gd cry eases thgs, non-?! & sleep mks ALL the difference <3<br />Hoping you continue moving forward in your Recovery--will Pray you make the Mtg. <br />→Remember, the anxiety leading up to events close-to-Never actually pans out IRL; you'll feel so better once you've gone-!!←<br /><br /><3 + ((Huggles)); Jils<br />PS: I re-sent that maile the same day you'd requested in 'replies'; did you again not receive it-?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-77211841259232055682016-01-24T07:17:20.397-08:002016-01-24T07:17:20.397-08:00I understand the paranoia. Most of the time, I'...I understand the paranoia. Most of the time, I'm convinced that everyone hates me and they only put up with me out of pity and everyone just wishes I would go away. :/ It's a tough thing to fight. <br /><br />Hope you make it to your meeting. xoMichhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12456803425068822920noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-880651859394815462016-01-23T08:30:38.111-08:002016-01-23T08:30:38.111-08:00Of course you can ask
I should have explained for...Of course you can ask <br />I should have explained for newer readers<br />Mary is the eating disorder specialist that I've been seeing for the past few years<br />She has helped me so much since I started seeing her<br />And was instrumental in my recover last year<br />Let me know if you have any more questions<br /><br />Greeting from a rainy Ireland xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-7564324215214488952016-01-23T08:08:42.219-08:002016-01-23T08:08:42.219-08:00May I ask you a question: who exactly is Mary? I h...May I ask you a question: who exactly is Mary? I have been reading your blog for a while but my memory is terrible. If this question is inappropriate or too personal I apologise sincerely. Good luck with the homework! <br /><br />And many Greetings form snowy Switzerland ^.^Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-30027809275819136732016-01-23T06:25:15.865-08:002016-01-23T06:25:15.865-08:00This does help
Thank you
Yes
It's scary the wa...This does help<br />Thank you<br />Yes<br />It's scary the way your mind can play tricks<br />I felt so self conscious last night<br />And literally cried for an hour when I got home<br />You are right though<br />Asking for reassurance can help<br />I jumped to conclusions and I was way off the truth<br />This morning I felt so much better though<br />It's a wonder what a good nights sleep can do<br />I woke up feeling a bit silly for thinking my sister and nephew would be so mean<br />They wouldn't do that to me<br /><br />Thank you for your kind words<br />They are much appreciated xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-69455282529493225752016-01-23T05:53:47.501-08:002016-01-23T05:53:47.501-08:00I'm really sorry it is such a struggle, Ruby. ...I'm really sorry it is such a struggle, Ruby. But well done for trying so hard, and staying honest - with yourself, and with others.<br />I can empathise with paranoia, but I have got to a stage where I recognise that however real those impressions are to me, usually actually they are not what the other person really thinks, and even if they were, the other person might well be wrong to think whatever it is. I've learnt to see those sorts of feelings as my imagination dressing up my own fears and self-hatred in the voice of someone dear to me, and I fight the fears that thus disguised, until I can get a chance to speak with the person and have reassurance that it was just paranoia. I don't know if that helps or not. Much love. Take care of yourself. It will get better if you fight the demons and let go of the behaviours. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com