tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post877564454298931267..comments2024-03-06T14:38:23.226-08:00Comments on And then she recovered.......: The AftermathRuby Tuesdayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-78253044440600659782013-05-04T00:56:54.120-07:002013-05-04T00:56:54.120-07:00I'd come stay sober on the sidelines to provid...I'd come stay sober on the sidelines to provide decent conversation for you :) And another person to laugh at the drunks making dicks of themselves (ALWAYS good for birthday blackmail-speeches!)<br /><br />You felt comfortable there because everyone around you knew what kind of shit you were going through and understood (more or less) and you didn't have to hide it.<br /><br />Fuck being social, I like cats more then people :p<br /><br />I hope you can win some hours for YOU back from bulimia soon. She's a fucking abusive cow who doesn't deserve even the miniscule amount of time and energy it would take to give her the one-finger salute.<br /><br />Love you Ruby <3Peridot (G+P)https://www.blogger.com/profile/07055351645100012755noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-90565759533372061982013-05-03T02:51:40.999-07:002013-05-03T02:51:40.999-07:00Isn't it weird-that feeling when you come home...Isn't it weird-that feeling when you come home from a trip that says, "Phew, now I feel safe and in control again." There's something about being in familiar surrounds and routine that's relaxing in a way!<br /><br />I also struggle with being social- there are always people you feel very comfortable around and you could talk to them all day, but for me, the majority of people don't fall into that category. I wish I could walk into a crowded room and be an outgoing social butterfly as well, but for some people, it's just not in their personality to be super outgoing. <br /><br />I hope that one day the control bulimia has over you will be gone forever and whatever the scale says will have absolutely no impact on your mood. ♥Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-68153679626696970542013-05-01T04:04:36.745-07:002013-05-01T04:04:36.745-07:00I'm glad that you were able to go on the trip ...I'm glad that you were able to go on the trip to celebrate your brother, even though it was very difficult (on that note, I daresay it would have been more difficult/dangerous for you to stay home completely alone, no?). Are you seeing Mary this week? <br /><br />I'm sorry you feel so lost - just remember you're not alone, ok? I may be far away, but I am here for you.désespérée de maigrirhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02317437591022451978noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-31389555365870366032013-04-30T20:04:18.897-07:002013-04-30T20:04:18.897-07:00I'm so sorry that things have been difficult; ...I'm so sorry that things have been difficult; both with the travels and now that you've returned. I really hope you're able to connect up with Mary, or reach out and get some help in breaking the current cycle. I really hope you're able to get the support you need. Do take care and treat yourself kindly!Aliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10715046132281175549noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-38691502528862355712013-04-30T16:11:54.589-07:002013-04-30T16:11:54.589-07:00funny how you felt about the people in the psychia...funny how you felt about the people in the psychiatric hospital, i find that in the outside world, where people have everything to lose, most people don't ever really open up, whereas in similar places like this hospital, i have found the most open, most genuine and most understanding people. Makes me wonder who is sane now. xLhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13555106846667781055noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-59481624377015793712013-04-30T11:29:27.381-07:002013-04-30T11:29:27.381-07:00I know the weekend must've been very challengi...I know the weekend must've been very challenging for you, but you made it through the best you could. Maybe the B/P cycle since coming home is a way of releasing the stress that was building up over the weekend, when you couldn't 'relieve' the stress at the time. <br />You look gorgeous by the way; it's a very cute outfit. <br />Lots of love dear *hugs* xxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-5383117856080992512013-04-30T07:59:55.090-07:002013-04-30T07:59:55.090-07:00I get feeling lost, afraid and alone... except I k...I get feeling lost, afraid and alone... except I know I do it to myself.Bathwaterhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18286545216706532921noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562281218287648674.post-16654216011334429222013-04-30T06:50:20.618-07:002013-04-30T06:50:20.618-07:00I get the feeling that this out of control binge i...I get the feeling that this out of control binge is a reverberating effect of your weekend. That sort of led me to have this idea and you can try it or maybe think about it. You should write down every situation or thing that comes to mind right away that makes you feel out of control and then under each write WHY that makes you feel out of control. It's really enlightening to see our feelings just out there and sometimes opens a damn for free flowing stuff. Emotions and feeling like you aren't out of control are like working out; you have to exercise it and increase your fitness level. I just know that this shouldn't be as stressful as it was and know that it really can be terrifying going to a relative's or going on outings and having to eat three meals and having your regular schedule messed with. The best thing is to expose it and make it have to accept the light, so to speak. Just an idea. <br />I don't want you to live in this much emotional atrophy and this much discomfort you know? <br />Go a little easier on yourself dear. Love you! <br />Big hug. Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14696430167877128240noreply@blogger.com