Happiness is hanging out with my nephew
Not hiding at home binging and purging
Happiness is spending time with my two best girls
Not seeing a low number on the scale
Happiness is spending time at my favourite beach
Not squeezing in to a pair of size zero jeans
Happiness is having a lazy day at home
Not feeling that I have to do a certain amount of exercise every day
Happiness is seeing my nephew's new born kittens
Not denying myself food and water
Happiness is the first smoke of the day
Not isolating myself every day
Happiness is writing about my eating disorder
Not living it
What is happiness to you?
this is a beautiful post.
ReplyDeleteyou are a beautiful person.
and you have such a gorgeous face. i'm in love with your hair colour and your hair, missy miss.
happiness to me is too long to explain.
it is the hope that manifests in me, it is the sound of laughter, the sight of colours - sometimes, i just realise i can see. and that i can see colours. and that i was given the gift of sight. or the gift of sound. and i cannot take it anymore because the world is so beautiful. so, so beautiful. and i'm living in it.
and i'm alive.
and i cannot be any more grateful.
that is happiness to me. <3
as a reply to the comment you left on my blog:
i'll take care of me, it's alright.
you take care of you, as well, alright? <3 <3 <3
-Sam Lupin
I get that too
DeleteMoments of happiness
Although I find it difficult to maintain
I tried to follow your blog but I couldn't see how
I hope you will take good care of you, you are precious x
oh my god. oh my god.
ReplyDeletespeaking of what is happiness, i was just looking at your "the girl" tab, and it made me smile. and then i got to the last bit where you had the "before" and "after" pictures thing and i just started to SMILE SO MUCH.
oh my god i am so happy.
thank you.
-Sam Lupin
This is such a marvellous post Ruby. It makes me happy that you have happiness, something so difficult to find. I don't even know what true happiness is any more. Loads of love and strength xx
ReplyDeleteI can't say I am happy all the time Angharad, but I do find moments of it
DeleteI wish I could say or do something that would ease your pain but I know only too well that we have to go through this and come out of it all in our own time
Keep fighting my friend, please keep fighting x
I had shivers while reading this post....it's so breathtaking. Happiness for me was laughing and looking into my love's eyes. Those eyes that ran away from me leaving me hurt and hopeless.
ReplyDeletelots of love and happiness to you...you deserve it