Friday, 14 August 2015

The Preparations

The first of the visitors landed today
With more to arrive later on this evening
I am hoofed out of my room for a couple of nights
And will be sleeping on the couch
I got my hair done today 
Which you can see photos of below 
She did a tight curl
So it will hold until tomorrow
And also two thin plaits along the side of my head

Coping wise 
So far so good
And dare I say it
I'm even looking forward to tomorrow night
I've seen the menu 
And my mouth was watering reading it
I already know what I'm going to order 
The slow cooked braised beef
Oh my God
Total food porn

After I got my hair done this morning
I was in the supermarket picking up a few things
I ran in to a woman that I used to know
She is the mother of two girls that used to be in my dance class
We chatted for a couple of minutes
She told me that I look really well
I have to admit
That I still find it really hard to hear that
I know people want to be nice
And want to pay a compliment 
But I can't help but connect the comment to my weight
In that I've put on weight 
Below are some photos of the outfit I am wearing tomorrow
I took so many photos
As nine times out of ten 
I look so very chubby
Round 
Rotund 
I don't like it 

Anyway 
Enough of my bitching about my weight
Here are said photos 
The best of a bad lot.....






14 comments:

  1. Your hair looks A-MAZING rubs! You rock that look girl. Also that jacket I think ties your whole look together. Smashing! 👊

    I know the weekend can cause for a lot of extra pressure but I'm sure it'll melt away when your in the moment as long as you try not to get to caught up in your head. Find a quite escape to regather if you need. But I'm sure you'll have a blast!

    My dad's forcing me to go clubbing next weekend with my best friend (who cohersed) and I'm dreading it but I know it's the lead up that is always the worst

    All my love rubs xx

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    1. Aw thanks Hun
      Comfort is the most important thing to me
      And I feel comfortable in this outfit

      I will do my best to enjoy the next couple of days
      I know I'll be fine
      And it will all be over before I know it x

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    2. Comfort is key!

      Try to remind yourself your mum will only ever retire once!

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  2. You look lovely Ruby, I love love your hair. I hope you have a good time and your mum enjoys herself too. Xx

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  3. Your hair looks really cool.

    It's the ED that's telling you that you look chubby, tell it to shut the feck up because it's lying.

    <3

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    1. I know Mich
      It's just hard when I see such a heffalump in the mirror
      But thank you x

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  4. You look amazing! I know you said you find that hard to hear, so I hope you don't feel bad when I say that you really do look glowing. I'm making no reference to your weight. You have so much style - your outfit is a lovely one, the jacket just sets it off. Your hair looks super cool, those little plaits are so intricate and the curls are beautiful. I hope your evening goes really well tomorrow, with very little anxiety and I hope you really enjoy your beef! Xox

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    1. I know what you mean Hun
      And thank you
      I know when someone with an ED says it
      It comes from a good place
      It was like I couldn't take a decent photo
      I feel like I look like a frumpy person
      But I will do make up and such tomorrow
      And try to look half decent x

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  5. like your outfit have great time jo xx

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  6. Your hair looks amazing! Wow wow wow. You stunner, you.

    It's great to hear you're actually looking forward to going out for dinner! It's not something I've ever done often, but food issues aside, going out to a meal is my favourite way to spend a night out. Hope you have an awesome time :)

    <3
    xxxx

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    1. Aw shucks
      Thank you Bella

      I opted out of going out tonight with my family
      Am saving myself for tomorrow
      As ever
      I will keep you posted x

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  7. Here!! ): |

    'Heffalumpses' (or izzit heffalumpi) don't exist & are compleat F I C T I O N A L…
    therefore, you cannot possibly Be 1-!!!
    So THERE

    [game, set & match… to Jils-!!] ;• )
    *smugface*

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