Apologies for my last post
It was my own sill fault for weighing myself
I should know by now to leave well alone
If it ain't broke and all that
I did have a mini meltdown when I saw the number
But I did speak to my mother
She is great
She knows just what to say to calm me down
I know I need to give this time
My body is in a major transition
I need to be patient
And it will work itself out
I did have a reaction in that I did not eat all day
Couldn't bring myself to
But now
After much encouraging from my Mum and sister
I can see how utterly pointless and stupid that is
Anyway
I just wanted to let you know that I am ok
Or at least I will be
I am recovering
I keep having to remind myself of that
I will get there
Even if I do have a few meltdowns along the way
Good girl. You can do this. Just hang in there and remember why you are doing this. This is your life and you deserve to live it happily and healthily, and your body deserves food, and you deserve to take up space on this beautiful planet with your beautiful self!!! Sending love from way across the pond.....
ReplyDeleteYou are so incredibly strong. I've read every post on this blog and I'm constantly overwhelmed by how much you've been through and how you pushed through everything and came out the other side fighting. You are such a beautiful human being, no matter what you weigh. Food is scary. Life is scary. But being able to read about you making it through everyday is so uplifting and I'm so grateful I stumbled upon your blog. Thank you for being you.
ReplyDelete<3 Lee