It's good to be home

So so good

After a marathon of a journey

To finally walkin the door of my house

Oh the relief just to be back in my comfort zone

Honey and Lea gave us a great welcome

And they are in great form

They had a lovely time with their Grandad who minded them while we were away

When the get I get home from holida

I can't relax until my case is in packed 

And my laundry and clothes sorted

So that was the first thing I did

I was amazed at the amount of clothes o brought

And didn't wear

But isn't that always the way

The bus journey home yesterday was a bit of a nightmare

About half way home

I began to get a horrible cramp in the bottom of my stomach

At first I thought I was going on to withdrawal

But then I recognised it as needed to go to the bathroom

Thankfully the bus had a five minute stop half way

So I ran to the bathroom 

And had a really bad bout of diarrhoea 

I mean really bad 

The worst I think I've ever had 

Then 

Horror of all horrors

There was no toilet paper

I searched my bag 

And found the closet thing was a sanitary towel

So I had to use that

Mortifying

The bus set off again

And I didn't have any more occurrences 

My tummy has been a bit off all my holiday though

I went from being constipated to having severe diarrhoea 

Partly because of the food

Which didn't really agree with me

It was hit and miss for me

Some of the food I liked

And some was just horrible

And it's much different to western food 

So our systems just aren't used to it

The day we travelled home 

I wore the jeans that I had worn travelling to Turkey

And hadn't worn them all holiday

They were noticeably looser

In fact they were falling off me 

It makes sense really that I would lose weight

Given I wasn't eating properly

I went to weigh myself at home

But the battery in my scale is gone

But I know I have lost 

And it's actually massively triggering

The feeling of an empty stomach 

My clothes looser

And generally feeling smaller in myself 

I don't think it's any harm though

I'm not deliberately tying to lose weight

And my weight does fluctuate a lot

I won't worry about it

But I will keep an eye on it

As I don't want to go down that road again

I am so very tired today

I walked the dogs this morning 

And literally had to drag myself down the road 

My body feels so heavy 

Like I've been beaten up

I have today to rest 

And tomorrow it's back to the doctor 

Them I have a driving lesson tomorrow

As I have my driving test in Tuesday 

Which I am dreading 

And so unprepared for

But I will do it

And see how I get on

Ok

I really need to go sleep now

Do I shall see you on the next post....