The Interview

It's Thursday evening

My interview was at 3pm

All I can say is 

Thank God that it's over

I spent a good two days preparing 

Researching the company

Having typical questions ready to go

I had picked out an outfit of a blue shirt, black trousers and a grey jacket that sinched in at the waist

But when I tried it on in the morning

My mum said that it made me look very thin

So I reverted back to the original black jacket which at least gave me a bit of shape

I spent yesterday morning going over all the information I had gathered

Put myself together as best as I could

But needless to say

I was very nervous

I decided not to take my mega until after the interview

As I wanted to be fully awake and alert

The weather was atrocious as we were leaving to go to the interview

My mother drove 

As my car is full of dog hair

I had to put a bigger coat on

As it was freezing 

We arrived at the interview about ten minutes before 

I made my way inside 

And sat on the couch outside the meeting room

I took my bigger coat off

I also had a small bag

So I was trying to sit myself in a position where it would be easy to grab both

And still have a hand free to shake hands with the interviewers

So I put my jacket and bag over my right arm 

But then realised that I shake with my right hand

So I moved all to my left arm

And literally perched on the edge of the seat

Ready to go

The previous applicant came out of the room

An older woman with, yes you've guessed it, a black suit

It seems you were right about the black suits Louisa

The manager popped her head out and said she would be with me shortly 

I was practically off the seat by this point 

Just wishing it was all over 

Two minutes later 

I was called in 

The manager introduced me to the two other interviewers

I couldn't tell you who they are

Or what their names are 

I didn't hear a word that was said 

I was so busy trying to sit down and not have a complete panic attack

The male interviewer started 

He told me about the position 

The pay

What's expected of an employee

He then turned to my application

'You've led a very interesting existence' he said 

I laughed a nervous chuckle 

We went through my work history

The dancing 

The pizzeria 

The bank

I also mentioned in my form about my writing

The man seemed very interested in my blog

And what, how and why it worked

I hope my passion and enthusiasm came across in what I do

One of the ladies asked me do I write under a nom de plume

Thankfully I knew what she was talking about 

Because I could easily have forgotten given the stress of the situation

They also asked what I could bring to the job

Do I work well as part of a team

Have I ever been in a crisis 

How did i deal with it 

Dealing with difficult people

Was there anything in my previous jobs 

I thought I could improve on

Fortunately

I had spoke to a friend who works in this area

And he really helped with 'buzz words'

I tried to speak slowly and clearly

Make good eye contact

And generally show that I am a capable and able person

Who puts 100% in to everything I do

Thankfully 

The interviewers didn't pick up on a couple of gaps in my work history

I did allude that my blog was about health and lifestyle 

But they asked no more about that 

As the interview progressed

I did relax a little 

I hope my personality came through

And I came across well

I tried to sell myself to the best of my ability

Which does not come naturally to me

As an Irish person

We are notoriously bad at putting ourselves out there

And showing what we can do

We are taught from a young age to be humble in the regard

So it is difficult in an interview 

At times

I felt like I was repeating myself 

But some of the questions were similar

So I hope that's ok

Before I knew it

It was all over 

They asked me if I was happy with the interview

Which I was 

They also mentioned that I don't have a lot of experience in this industry

And I guess that has stuck in my mind 

I did tell them about helping my elderly neighbour 

So hopefully that will go some way to helping my case

And that was it 

I thanked them

And The manager walked me out

On my way out the door I saw the next candidate 

An older man 

I was starting to wonder if I had a chance at all

Maybe they were looking for someone more mature 

I don't know

They said they will let me know one way or another next week

I got back in to the car

And my mum and I headed to a local pub 

To meet my sister for dinner

I was still wound up after the interview

I was thinking of things that I could and should have said

Going over what I did say

Did I say enough?

Was I babbling? 

Did I make any sense at all?

I would have loved some feedback from them

But I guess I can request that after I find out if I got the job or not

I had to go through the whole thing three times

Once to mum

Then to my sister 

Then my Dad who phoned while we were at dinner

Oh I forgot to say

Mary sent me a good luck text this morning

Which was so nice of her 

Everyone around me was a brilliant support 

My family 

Friends 

And you 

Who even though I have never met any of you

I felt your love and support every step of the way

So that's it

Done and dusted 

I've done all I can do 

I just have to let go of the stress and nerves

If I get it

Brilliant

If I don't

On to the next thing

And learn from this 

That was my first interview in years

So if nothing

It was a good experience 

Thank you for your continued support

You guys have been nothing short of amazing

I'd be lost without you