Moving on

Thank you for all of your feedback on my last post

And your kind words 

I'm still thinking about my blog

But one thing is for sure

I will not be going anywhere 

And I will continue to blog

I guess it makes sense really 

They I am struggling to find my blog voice again 

The last six months have been a whirlwind 

I almost feel like I have been carried this far 

My feet barely touching the ground 

There has been a lot of change recently 

And a lot of growth 

This is all good

And it feels amazing to have come this far 

I'm sure you have noticed that I am not writing much about my ED or addiction recently 

There just hasn't been anything to report 

I'm taking my meds correctly 

I'm eating my meals and snacks 

And rarely purging 

I guess I am moving on

And letting go of some of the crutches that have held me up this far 

So I've been thinking 

I probably won't post every day

I remember when I first started blogging 

I used to blog Monday, Wednesday and Friday

So I'm thinking I will go back to that pattern 

My blog will about life after ED and addiction

Rather than life with it 

Because in guessing there will be a whole adjustment period 

Becoming accustomed to real life 

With no vices to fall back on 

It will just be me 

Ruby 

Stripped back

Raw 

With all the ups and downs of life in recovery 

It makes perfect sense really 

I was wondering what I would write about 

And of course recovery is what I will write about 

Because that's what I am living 

It's what I know 

So 

I'm sticking around 

I'm still going to continue to raise awareness about eating disorders 

Still strive for recovery 

For others and myself 

Still going fight for a better life 

Are you with me??