Do you ever......

Do you ever feel like you are falling?
Falling slowly and you can't stop yourself?



Do you ever feel like you are drowning?
In deep, black water?
So cold it takes your breath away?



Do you ever feel like screaming?
But you open your mouth and nothing comes out?



Do you ever feel so alone even though you are surrounded by people?

Do you ever feel so afraid?
So afraid that you are paralysed by fear?



Do you ever feel like giving up?
Holding up a white flag and surrendering?




Do you ever feel hopeless?
So hopeless that you can't see the point of anything

Do you ever feel so desperate that you are hanging on by your fingertips?
Do you ever feel so broken that you feel that you are beyond repair?



Do you ever feel sick and tired of feeling sick and tired?

Do you ever feel like sleeping forever?




Do you ever wake up and dread the day ahead?

Do you ever feel like happiness is a distant memory?

Have you forgotten what it feels like to laugh?

Do you ever feel so over whelmed that you can't think straight?

Do you ever struggle to find reasons to keep going?

Do you ever fantasize about your own death?




Do you ever feel like you are just existing and not living

I do

But did you know that you are stronger than you realise



You are beautiful inside and out




This thing won't break us

Everyday we are getting stronger

Everyday that we fight we are winning this battle

We are suffering but every time we fall down, we will get back up

We feel so alone but we have each other



We are not victims, we are survivors

We feel pain but because of that we have the ability to feel happy

And we will one day

One day this will all make sense

It will all become clear

Then we will see that we did not suffer in vain

That there is a reason for all this

We are shining stars in a black sky

We will love and be loved

We will let our demons go and replace them with angels

We have strength in each other



We will get to where we want to be

We will