Time: 11.14
Wearing: Hoody, leggings, Vans
Mood: Unidentifiable
Listening to: Rudimental
Driving: Toyota Yaris
Eating: Tea and toast
Drinking: Hot sweet tea
Watching: Breaking Bad
Reading: Your voice in my head by Emma Forrest
Weight: No comment
Going: To the doctor and chemist
Giving: Urine drug test
Taking: Many many meds
Blood Pressure:
Feeling: Manic from lack of sleep
Smoking: Benson and Hedges
Hoping: To get well
Finances: Broke
Nail varnish: Purple
Quote:
Wishing: There was no such thing as eating disorders
What are you eating, wearing, doing.................today?
hi ruby am eating chicken salad, drinking wine and wearing huge unflattering leggings,running around all day being late.
ReplyDeletei love your posts! they cheer me up.take care jo xx
Hey Ruby! I've been following your blog for a while now, but I've yet to post a comment. I relate to so many of your posts about the eating disorder. In fact, I decided that I should try blogging too :) It seems to help you express yourself, and I need an outlet. Perhaps you could take a look at my brand new blog and keep in touch? Thanks ... K @http://chaoscalories.blogspot.ca/
ReplyDelete"Why is she going to see a chemist?" I had a British-to-American-English burp there, haha... but I just wanted to say that your blog, Ruby, makes me feel less isolated, kicks down a wall. Thank you for that.
ReplyDeleteOh, and for the record: we had eerily similar blood pressures today, with me hitting 90/60, and Saturday found me breaking back into "Breaking Bad" after a long unintentional hiatus. Whoa.
All right, here's my five cents :
ReplyDeleteTime: 09.01
Wearing: My pyama's but I will be wearing jeans, longsleeves and all stars in a while
Mood: A bit down
Listening to: All kinds of music on my mp3 player
Driving: I don't even have my licence, I'm a hazard as it is
Eating: Nothing right now but ate crackers with cherry jam a while ago
Drinking: Water and diet coke. Yes, both
Watching: As we speak I watch Saterday kitchen best bites. Later, CSI I think
Reading: Iris Johansen, Pandora's daughter
Weight: Not my worst day, but certainly not my best either.
Going: To therapy, at least, I have an appointment at 17.15h but I really don't want to go
Giving: I don't think I'm giving anything much today
Taking: Should be taking my meds, but not doing so
Blood Pressure: no idea really
Feeling: Tired and most apprehensive
Smoking: Never smoked!
Hoping: To get some help, but learned yesterday that they don't have any idea what to do with me.
Finances: doing ok
Nail varnish: Just put on my basic coat, will be either black or blue later, I think
Quote: Let your Faith be Bigger than your Fear
Wishing: There was no such thing as any disorders, or lost hope