I am very confused about this blog
I just don't know where it is going any more
I had a huge urge to delete it during the week
To wipe any evidence of me or my ED on the internet
To start a fresh new blog
That has nothing to do with EDs or addiction
Or any of the demons in my life
To make a clean start
Under a new name
And be anyone I want to be
It's like I forget how to write
Do I write for myself?
Or cater to my readers?
It seems that anything I can think of to write isn't relevant any more
I've also been thinking of taking a break from blogging
But I've said that before
And was back within hours
I don't know
Is there any point in screaming in to the abyss that is the internet?
Does any one really care?