I decided to track my weight from summer 2013 - now
Not to torture myself that I have put on so much weight
But to see how far I have come
From that skinny scared girl
To the woman that I am becoming
It feels so weird to say that, woman
But that's what I am
Whether I like it or not
Of course my progress is not just the fact that I now take up more space
Other changes have happened
My mood finally improved, Praise the Lord
I'm more accepting of myself
I'm more positive
I now see friends
I now live my life more than I ever did
Of course there is still much work to do
But at lease I have made a start
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| July 2013 |
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| September 2013 |
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| December 2013 |
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| March 2014 |
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| March 2014 (Was quite shocked to see this photo) |
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| March 2014 |
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| March 2014 |
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| May 2014 |
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| May 2014 |
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| May 2014 |
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| June 2014 |
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| June 2014 |
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| June 2014 |
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| End of June 2014 |
I am no good with these sort of things. Because I can't see much change in your body. What I do see is a difference in appearance. Less of a little girl, and a bit more of a woman. Still underweight, in my perception, but less fragile, less pale, less hollow eyed.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're doing a little better than the last days?
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She looked more like a "woman" - a frail, not very young woman - when she was half dead in march 2014 (the picture that shocked you Ruby). Now she looks like a beautiful young slim girl with the world ahead of her.
DeleteRuby, i hope you are well. I still do not have a blog but I commented before.
Your whole stance has changed in a year.
ReplyDeleteYou have come so far. I am happy to hear that you are living and enjoying your life.. That's how it should be. It's almost like I can hear the happiness in your voice through a computer screen, but I know that's just me. Keep on going, Ruby. I am cheering you on. Xx
ReplyDelete-J