Appreciation and operations

Thanks so much for your feedback on my last post

I feel so out of touch with things in that area so your input was much appreciated

The general consensus seemed to be to proceed with caution

Which I most definitely will

I guess when I think about it

I get butterflies

But I don't know if they are because of him

Or because of the fact that I used to use with him

And Lilly to answer your question

I don't think he is using

As in using heroin

But I think he may be dabbling in other stuff

Which both terrifies me and thrills me

I've always been a person who thrives on danger

And this situation is dangerous

That's what makes it so fascinating

But I should know better

Any decisions  I make should be done so with a clear head

And with my best interests at heart

But at the moment

That situation will have to wait

I have bigger fish to fry

Honey is my priority

Her appointment has been made for Monday

So after the doctor

We will travel to my dads home town 

To the vets for 11 30am

He will examine her eye

And if it needs to be removed

He will do it there and then

Depending on how Honey is after the operation

She will either stay the night in the vets house

Or if she is doing well

She can go home to my dads house

And he will bring her home to me on Tuesday

Our whole family is keeping their fingers and toes crossed that everything will go as well as it can

I'm just glad that something is being done about it

So Honey can get back to being herself again