Weighing: not weighing any more
Drinking: Hot sweet tea
Eating: Hunky Dory salt and vinegar crisps
Listening to: Aluna George
Going to: See my doctor
Watching: Undercover Boss
Talking about: Recovery and what else I can do to help myself get better
Feeling: Hopeful, optimistic
Taking: Methadone, Prozac, Olanzapibe, Mirtazapine
Wearing: New glasses
Thinking about: A certain boy (Not The Boy)
Going to: Walk my dogs
Hoping: To get to a meeting later
Loving: Feeling free from the compulsion to use
Worrying about: What my weight is
Letting go of: Anxiety by telling myself that everything is exactly as it should be
Realising that: I am a good person
Afraid that: My life will never amount to anything
Reading: shopaholic to the stars by Sophie Kinsella
Wearing my hair: In a top knot
Wondering: If I will ever meet someone
What are you up to today?
Stealing this and doing it on my blog too ^^
ReplyDeleteYou got me wondering about who the boy is now huuuhuhuuhuuu *nudgenudge*. Ok I'll stop now sorry.
You ARE a good person and I love you to bits.
I hope you have a fun day today ^-^
Oh yes steal away
DeleteGonna go over and check your blog now
He he potentially there is a new boy on the scene
My neighbour is trying to set me up with her plumber
And he is rather cute from what I have seen of him
Will do a post on it soon to fill you in
Love you too hun x
hehe this made me smile and giggle a bit
DeleteOh I've so much more to tell you...... X
Deletewearing pyjamas on they go after work everyday
ReplyDeleteweighing,dont think you like numbers but ate my own weight in chips last night
drinking,too much diet coke
eating'half sandwich,missed lunch
watching all creatures great and small..love!
going to get my little girl out the bath..been 2 hrs loves water!±
taking..brace yourself,olanzapine sertraline amitryptiline propanalol and zopliclone occasional diazepam crikey
no glasses can't find them,can't see not as cool as yours anyway
going to,get on with tea in a minute..mouths to feed
hoping to sleep tonight
afraid my life HAS amounted to nothing (yours won't)
worrying,of course!
hair/dont ask wind and rain
wondering,what boy is ruby thinking about? (nosey)
your friend always jo xxx
Love this Jo Jo!
DeleteAnd your life does amount to lots
You're an amazingly kind and thoughtful person
And I for one value you in my life
I will do a post on the New Boy soon
To fill you all in
Don't worry
It's nothing to do with The Boy
Gosh this is getting very confusing x
I've bummed around in pj's all day, desperately trying to fix the internet connection. Still haven't solved any world problems, though (I'll work on that later).
ReplyDeleteI got your birthday card in the mail today! It sits on top of my screen so I can watch it all the time :)
Thank you so much, Ruby!
Yay you got it!!
DeleteSo glad
And it got to you very quickly
Happy birthday sweet one!!!!! X
Wearing: Blue joggers, red university hoody, fluffy slippers
ReplyDeleteWeighing: Am I allowed to post numbers?
Drinking: Coffee and Pepsi Max (but not together!)
Eating: Erm...does 'cuppa soup' count?
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac
Going to: Nowhere, agoraphobia currently stops me leaving the house
Watching: BBC iPlayer on my laptop
Talking about: Nothing - no-one to talk to!
Feeling: Fat
Taking: Venlafaxine, amisulpride, diazepam, thiamine, vitamin B strong, calcichew, forceval
Wearing: pyjamas under my hoodie!!!!!!!!!
Thinking about: overdosing
Going to: stop eating like a pig
Hoping: That the darkness will lift soon
Loving: My little cat being cute
Worrying about: Life
Letting go of: Eating too much
Realising that: I can change the way I feel by making changes to my life
Afraid that: I will be like this forever
Reading: Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling
Wearing my hair: In a high pony tail and fringe clipped back
Wondering: Whether things will get better