Tuesday

I saw my counsellor Breda again this morning 

I had to finish off filling out forms for the course I am applying for 

It's basically a work/training scheme 

20 hours a week

It's a tailor made course for each individual 

So I will be matched with an occupation that I am interested in

So for myself 

I mentioned horse riding

Animals 

And writing 

I'm really hoping a stables will take me on and train me 

And the great thing is 

That it lasts for four years 

It sounds perfect for me 

So I am really hoping it works out

There are ten places available 

With only two places left 

So I just hope I'm not too late applying 

We will see I guess 

Because the thing is 

Only a week after finishing work 

I  already starting to get bored

And last week 

I misused my meds 

In an effort to fight the boredom 

So I know I need to get busy doing something 

Before I get in to a rut of abiding my Mrs and doing nothing 

It really is my dream to work in a stables 

I think about horse riding all day 

I dream about it at night 

I love for Wednesday's 

And my two lessons 

There are quite a few horse riding centres near me 

So I have a few options 

I'm keeping my fingers crossed they it will work out 

So I'm getting used to having less money again 

Now that  I am not working 

I have a lot less disposable income 

And it is an adjustment 

But I managed before 

So I will manage again 

I don't have a lot to say today 

I just wanted to check on and say hello 

Happy Tuesday....